foster care / infertility

Let hope in? Do I dare?

Waiting for contact details regarding a maybe, a possibly, a perhaps ‘unofficial’ fostering of a tiny tot.  Temporary guardianship, really.

Oh, how I wish I had an automatic cut-off switch in my brain that stopped my thoughts each time a moment like this comes along.  No, these moments/opportunities don’t come along often but, up till now (and probably this time too?) each has ended in…. nothing. Empty groaning echoes in that spot where I let the hope grow and stretch and reach for that ‘what if…’.

Oh, please let this pan out and actually happen.

Please.

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